Professional Project Conceiver Seeks Permanent Web Address

I have been writing for so long, and over so many mediums, sometimes it feels like an eternity of tumbling through the universe, spilling my thoughts wherever on whomever they will stick. Other times it feels like a grain of sand in an hourglass balanced on a pencil tip. But eventually and always, the one sand grain lands that breaks the fragile balance of my hourglass, sending it end-over-end in a world shattering finale that leaves so much left to give. So much left unsaid.
That hourglass gets left where it lies to blow away in the winds of server upgrades and account deletions while I move on with real life. Be it getting a "real" job or trying to get the educational shingles to patch my leaking roof or relationships and failing at any combination of all of them time after time after time, I still pontificate to the open web space and pray to that God I love so very much in real space that I can find some way to balance the overflowing thoughts and ideas in my attention deficient brain with the fatherhood and responsibility I was thrust into by a woman who, as it turns out, really did just marry me for my genetic code [Post-posting fact check: There was love. But so it goes, love is not all you need.] (A sad realization I had when recently pondering all of the faults I had back then and comparing them to the faults I maintain today).*breathing or grammatical soundness?*


If it has not become apparent, my thoughts leap constantly. They ebb and flow like ocean water would if given less gravity to fight with. If you are okay with occasionally trite diatribes concocted in the moment, with no real beginning or end or structure, I invite you to stay with me here. I will write right here, I talk out some of the current events that matter to me 5 Days-a-Week on this YouTube channel, and I bang on guitars and grunt out melodies once a week-ish on another YouTube channel. If any of these sound good to you, keep up with them too.


I have a terrible feeling I will wake up and everything will be the same as it was before. My habits will have stayed locked and nothing I'm trying to change will have budged. But as someone once said, you can always look into the future. But the future changes as soon as you look at it. Because you've looked at it.


Are you watching closely?